Friday, July 6, 2012

At The Top

Lahat naman ata inaasam na makarating sa rurok ng tagumapay. Maabot ang matatayog na pangarap. Makamtan ang matagal nang hinahangad. YUCK! Ang lalim lang. haha.

I guess I am not one of these people -- striving for success. Not that I do not want to succeed. Its just that I never desired to be on top. There have been lots of opportunities for me to be there -- on top -- pero choice ko na magsettle kung nasaan ako. Bakit? Eh kasi ayoko ng pressure. Ayoko ng stress. Ayoko yung ipipilit ko at gagawin ko lahat para lang makuha yung kung ano mang gusto ko. Kung ano marating, keri na lang!

Mediocrity is the term. I know I can be a lot better, but then I choose to be just good enough. Yung iba nababaliw at nafufrustrate kasi di perfect ang lahat pero ako, hindi. Ay mali! Oo, nababaliw din ako at naghahangad ng perfect kasi subconsciously, perfectionist din ako. Ang kaso, di ako yung tipo na nagsastrive  to get perfection. I value mistakes. I embrace flaws. Kasi alam ko na in that way, I will learn. Pero narealize ko na mali rin. Hindi ako dapat nagsesettle sa ganito lang. I should dream big and at least strive harder to achieve what I dream of. Pressure's fine and so is stress, as long as you can handle it. Gaya ng pag-value at pag-embrace ko sa mistakes at flaws, I can learn a lot from pressure and stress.

In conclusion, "At The Top" is kind of cool. I should try to be there someday! :)

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